Today I was modelling for artist Margaret Bowland, I always feel great inspiration from her, she is a woman with an iron fist in a Velvet Glove. She said to us "Life is difficult, Love is easy" somehow this clicked in my brain and healed a little piece of my heart. Since I fled from my last relationship I have dated 2 of the wrong men. Sabotage is like a super power. I think I did this to punish myself for leaving a man that I loved so much! (but that did not believe in me as an artist) I know that for the type of woman that I am and the example I have from my parents, I had to flee...
What type of woman am I? LOL well that is ever evolving, some like to call me a princessa caprinsnica (Spanish and Russian terminology) translation Fickle Princess. All I know is that the past two years I have thrown myself into performing nonstop, found that comedy can help me with my figure, and 3rd generation clowns are dangerous humans. Oh... and that when I am angry I unleash my crazy. Tonight when I heard Margaret say this, I felt hope.
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