After 3 years of deciding to become a full time artist! I got a sign today that I am on the right track!!! Today I signed a new lease in my tiny apartment... but still MY TINY home! I joined AFTRA; finally a real paycheck for acting work and more auditions for principle roles, and last but not least I booked my 1st paid comedy set. I had been searching for a sign that all these sacrifices included true love had not been in vain. In a world where rejection is the norm, we continue fighting the current with faith! By we I mean me, myself and I. Talent and perseverance I tell myself in the mornings as I ponder where to find the smile to put on my face before facing the world. Small signs like today on the full moon show me I am going to ok! Keep your eye on the prize.
Now stop dating all the wrong men! I keep doing this to myself and I think it's bc I am still in LOVE with POW POW... So I choose to date mean abusive men so that I can insult them for being mean and abusive and then have degrading sex, bc they are not the person that I loved so much... It's been far too long for me to be treating myself this way. Seriously Liliana you have gotten yourself into a vicious cycle. This is not a period, there should only be one cycle in a woman's life that she doesn't enjoy. Her monthly visit from the universe reminding her; as is my case that you will not have children and yet you must bleed. I do love being a woman and my life now to open the door to love... mmmm not yet ready but little by little I keep finding my own happiness and company wonderful.
Full Moon Baby!
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