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Saturday, March 13, 2010
Motivation... in it's different forms
Friday, March 12, 2010
Love Quote
Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness.
~ Bertrand Russell
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Productive cold rainy day
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Love Quote
Love is the universal thirst for a communion not merely of the senses, but of our whole nature.
~ Percy Bysshe Shelley
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Love Quote
Wine comes in at the mouth and love comes in at the eye; that's all we shall know for truth before we grow old and die.
~ William Butler Yeats
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Love Quote
People who throw kisses are hopelessly lazy.
~ Bob Hope
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Sunday, March 7, 2010
Love Quote
Love is a beautiful dream.
~ William Sharp
At Via Della Pace going to listen to El Pulpit. Spring is in the air!
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Saturday, March 6, 2010
Love Quote
Where love rules, there is no will to power and where power predominates, love is lacking. The one is the shadow of the other.
~ Carl G. Jung
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Friday, March 5, 2010
The Return 2009
Out of all the works at the armory this was my favorite I was taken in by the sensation of this being a machine almost like the inside of a magical clock. I can imagine it my home. I went to the opening, (Thank You Alan Brownfeld!) I had been planning to attend on Sunday but fortune had me attend yesterday. CW and I felt overwhelmed by the terrible lighting to display the art. I found the crowds overwhelming, but this is fun as well. The sculpture art that caught my attention was by Kevin Francis Gray. There was a life size teenage boy wearing his basketball uniform, head tilted forward with a sadness in his stance, his shoulder slightly lifted and hands gently and almost regretful behind his back, with the fingers touching on his vulnerability, as you look closer you see that this boy was a cutter, this brings you into the headspace of his pain. When you proceed to look under the crystal veil over his face that fall like tears, you will find death. I was heartbroken and in love at the same time. JG this one reminded me of you. Be safe my Hanuman…. Stay positive.
There was a video project by a man : Adel Abidin, Titled Ping Pong, I was peacefully disturbed, I watched as two men played ping pong and the net was a beautiful rubenesque red head with fair skin. As they played the ball would hit her delicate skin and slowly there would be more and more light bruising. Her silence and reclining pose were so passive and yet she was receiving a slow form of pain. Beating away at her skin, my mind wondered what the internal struggle of this woman was. The subject matter according to the artist is an analogy on territory, and woman's rights. I would like to view more of his work.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Love Quote
At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.
~ Plato
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Love Quote
The simple lack of her is more to me than others' presence.
~ Edward Thomas
I understand this quote now more than ever.... like a painter, in life we have to step away from the canvas to see the whole picture. Mmmm sometimes we miss the most important aspects. Hopefully with patience, it will be brilliant in the end, or its not the end.
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What do my shoes say today?
Quizzle commercial... that's right I will be spending my day as an extra on this commercial. Boots start walking! Luckily I brought a book to read, my knitting and monologue. So far all rest... let the adventures begin. It's beautiful outside the sunshine is bright And the wind is crisp.
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Monday, March 1, 2010
Love Quote
The heart has its reasons of which reason knows nothing.
~ Blaise Pascal
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Sunday, February 28, 2010
Love Quote
The essence of romantic love is that wonderful beginning, after which sadness and impossibility may become the rule.
~ Anita Brookner
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The many surprises of the day
We went to the flea market and found these amazing set of personal teapots The Flea market was full of old chairs and one giant wooden desk, the desk of a once very important person, because the size of your desk in the past was a sign of importance and knowledge, but now I think it's the lightness of your load, meaning can travel with all electrical equipment to accomplish any task in your field. How the times change and generations of the future will mostly view that big desk as impractical and cumbersome, But it was romantic, and I could see the pages of hand written information of love notes, or novels, or secrets that were written over that desk. That desk hopefully never had a computer on it.... At least not a desk top. That desk probably would not make it into my hall way. Before the desk lucky we had already found an object perfect for the 2 of us that brought us immense amount of joy, expressed in giggles. The colorful set of personal teapots!!!
In las pequeñas aventuras de florkitty, We decided to go to
Love Quote
The human heart, at whatever age, opens to the heart that opens in return.
~ Maria Edgeworth
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Crisis, Faith, Death
So I was wondering what to give up for lent, JG, & just going out on dates with men who want to be with me... That was my choice. Since I have been single they come out of nowhere, at first it was flattering to feel desired, but now it's just confusing and I have this tendency of comparing everyone to JG. NOT good! So for Lent I have given up social outings with Men. Hoping that this will help me find clarity in myself. But as I do this I have been feeling, that I should go further. So I have taken a vow of Celibacy, for 3 months to start. I need to re-establish my self worth! And the last time I was intimate was amazing especially if you love the person, but if it turns out to have been a joke, the emotion spiral is very painful. So I have realized I need to do this! I need to find myself all by myself.
I have been sexual since I was a teen, and looking back at my track record I have never been alone since. Jumping, from one relationship to the next, with only a few months in between. I am open to sexuality and understand the brain aspects of getting off, so why be intimate with emotionally detrimental results? I am 32 and by now I should know better! My goal is one year starting Feb7/2010. Let's see how far I go... In my mind there is only one person who can change that. Me! It will all come down to respect and worthiness! So 3 months at a time...
Which brings me to the last word written on the chalk table - Death, it's inevitable, so let's make a difference! I feel mortal and I want to leave a mark, a good memory, a good life.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Love Quote
Love is life. All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love.
~ Leo Tolstoy
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GROW. Evolve. Change. BE "On to the NEXT one." ~Jay-Z
Off to another evening, at the Olive Tree Cafe & Comedy Cellar. Good people, Good food, Great laughs.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Snowstorm day2!!!
Love Quote
Love without reason lasts the longest.
~ Author unknown
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Thursday, February 25, 2010
Love Quote
That which is love is always beautiful.
~ Norwegian Proverb
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Lauri Panopoulos
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Love Quote
Human love is often but the encounter of two weaknesses.
~ Francois Mauriac
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
HANA FOOD
I know your Latino, because your using the upside down question mark to start the sentence. One clue closer to figuring this out.
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Monday, February 22, 2010
My greatest days are ahead of me!
Gawker Recommendation: You Had to Smoke in the Club, Didn't You?
Title: You Had to Smoke in the Club, Didn't You?
Link: http://gawker.com/5458198/you-had-to-smoke-in-the-club-didnt-you
La Mandarina says: Internet Tabloid...hahaha
Just another monday....
I met someone very interesting yesterday... at the ugly sweater party, she spoke to me about God and life and positive words. I hope to hear from you soon.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Love Quote
A true lover always feels in debt to the one he loves.
~ Ralph W. Sockman
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Saturday, February 20, 2010
Love Quote
It's easy to fall in love. The hard part is finding someone to catch you.
~ Ashley M.
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Choices...
Friday, February 19, 2010
Quote of the day!
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Love Quote
To love is to place our happiness in the happiness of another.
~ Gottfried Wilhelm Von Leibniz
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Random Thoughts...
es que me parecce muy cute...
Somos Princesas...
*** music - live, love laugh....
dreams....
dates wrapped in bacon
dates wrapped in bacon
day3.
respect my own creation!
it eleven o'clock
D******d
Dyke
Happy soup
Love Quote
The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can ever end.
~ Benjamin Disraeli
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Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Curious Burlesque
Not in these Shoes!!! - link
My second # D******d was inspired by J.G. , closure on false expectations has happened. After the strange unexpected reaction to my appearance at the BABY BROTHER show. The volatile nature of your personality, has brought this question to my head. I wished things were different but they are not, and the fact is if you have no desire to be positive, stay the *@%#$^&* away from me. After all this is your wish.
D******d - link
See you next month the 2nd Sunday of the month at Piano's Bar!!!!
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Love Quote
The holiest of holidays are those kept by ourselves in silence and apart; the secret anniversaries of the heart.
~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
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Saturday, February 13, 2010
Love Quote
Any time that is spent on love is not wasted.
~ Tarquato Tasso
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Curious
Burlesque & Dance Party
ANTI VALENTINE'S DAY EDITION
Sunday
February 14th
Piano’s
Downstairs
Back Room
158 Ludlow St.
nyc
21+ with ID
free admission
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Every second Sunday of the month, at Piano’s, resident performer Mademoiselle Lena of False Aristocracy, curates a night of Curious burlesque and variety, in two acts [ @ 11pm + 1am ].
The dance party continues throughout the night, from 10pm to 4am, to music provided by Mike Dextro of False Aristocracy.
This New Orleans styled event integrates live burlesque shows with a dance party, and while the themes for each night will differ, the general aesthetic will remain the same. Naughty contests, various debauchery and comedic improv by the MC lasts all night.
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Feb 14th
ANTI V - DAY
performances by ::
Rosabelle Selavy
Liliana [ Goddess of Transformantion ]
Mademoiselle Lena [ False Aristocracy // {ETHER} ]
Mistress of Ceremonies
& pick up ::
Purple Kitten
:: Music by ::
Mike Dextro in the back room, beauty
Bridget Marie aka Shaka23 will be playing in the front
Friday, February 12, 2010
Quote
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Love Quote
I humbly pray to heaven above that I love the man I marry.
~ Rose Pastor Stokes
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I saw this quote earlier today, remembered watching the movie; Like Water for Chocolate, In a time when people prayed for this, it was because they were being married by the choice of others. So now it's 2010, and what makes a good marriage is still LOVE, Loyalty, Support (emotional & economical), & Sex.
I(am) madly in love, but I didn't feel that this was enough to continue toward the path of Marriage and bringing two families together, that both have faithful devoted marriages. I made a drastic decision a few months back going with my gut, the inability to truly speak what I was feeling, and the fact that I could not stand on my own two feet. I was feeling lost, and about to plan a wedding. I panicked, tried my best to explain and may have lost the most special love I have felt. I took a chance to better myself as a woman before, I become Wife or Mother. I feel the two of us needed, this we offered each other unconditional physical love, our minds very equal but for reasons (known to us), we began to have a gap of silence and fear grow inside. Covered in presure and presentation. We stopped helping each other we just watched as the other moved. At night holding on tight taking deep breaths to try and stay latched on to each other, but not speaking.....
I know I made the right choice for us (me), let's see what the universe decides...
Another great quote If you love someone set them free if they come back they love was always yours... I may not have it exact but I believe
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Park closes @
Oh now I have to take LKB to the vet. It's her turn.
Healthy thoughts
There is a huge snowstorm today, I made it home last night before it began to snow hard. I wanted to search online for information on ovarian cysts, but unfortunately I had to deal with the Viagra spam attacking my beautiful blog... Google sent me to macscan my computer went through every file deleting cookies, Ans searching for spyware. I hope that after 24hrs of this my computer is free of these disgusting posts. Here I am worried about my ovaries and promoting Viagra really universe you, know how to play a joke. So now I am at Dr Conrad's office, and she is delayed due to the snow. the wooden floor is covered in anti slip brown carpeting. the secretaries And other doctors are having a meeting about billing billing billing I look at the walls for comfort and see all these equestrian paintings. which made me think of the viagra, well its my turn positive thoughts
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Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Left ovarian cyst
Pelvic sonogram.....
Monday, February 8, 2010
MILAGRO
MANDARINA
MOCOSA-METIDA
MIMADA
MUÑECA-MANTENIDA
MAMADA
MARIJUANRERA-MENTIROSA
MARICONA-MASTURBADORA
MALICIA
MALDITA-MASOQUISTA
MALPARIDA-MILONGUERA
MODELO-MANDONA-MADONA
MUSA-MATRIARCA
MAESTRA-MENSAJERA
MARAVILLA-MORENA
MADRE
MAMACITA
MARTIR
MALENA
MUJER
LA MULTIFACETICA, through out the years I have connected to each of these words... I started with 4 Mandarina, Malicia, Malena, Mujer. As the my little sketch book filled up with more words I began to only use the letter M. This is for a pesonal painting project. Will post pic when done.
strange posting
Strange Postings, This morning there was 2 postings on this blog that I did not post. About computer equipment and pricing.... It's time I take betsy in for a checkup. I love my little Mac... may she stay with us (me, myself, and I; the corporation in my head) to chronicle our adventures.
Yesterday's emotional battle was overcome when I started to rehearse my burlesque numbers for Valentine's @ Piano Bar!!!! Then I went over to my favorite little bar, Huckleberry to meet L.K.M we had some wine. And from thereon the night took it's own course.... I woke up this morning with a smile on my face and breathing "Life is made of moments, these moments are what make you whom you are."
I am sitting at this keyboard and so many thoughts are going through my head but I am not ready to write them or fully speak them.... yet I sit here trying to understand that moment.
Photo Christoph Wilhelm
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Cat in a box
When I feel blue I look at Lexington Kentucky Bourbon,and how happy she is in the BeBe box that Noelle sent me. LKB is so content, my emotional state today is challenging I am going to work on my burlesque # for Valentine's day and channel this energy into something positive!
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Devohn Walker
On my way to the Olive Tree cafe & Comedy Cellar yesterday, a young man caught my eye. I approached in awe of the retro style he was working! The fearlessness of a young adventurer in NYC. He titled himself "Entrepreneur Celebrity Socialite" May you follow your dreams! It was a pleasure meeting you. Devohn, asked me if I had a Blog, and I said yes Goddess of Transformation, and you are one as well. He smiled. We continued on our ways as though we had known each other for sometime. Talking about fashion, people watching. And how we came to be in NYC. The passions that drive us, and the dreams we make happen.
Gatsby - Elizabeth Devlin - Ladybug 7"EP
Elizabeth played for us at one of the KGB JAM sessions last year. She is an artist that is constantly evolving and I am enamored by all she does. Blessing to you Little Miss Devlin! You are brilliant!
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Love Quote
~ Margaret Mead
On cold day like today I wish I could crawl into a warm bed placing my cold hands and feet around you..... but it Must be true, for my blanket tells no lies. Y es mejor sola que mal acompañada. Stay warm NYers
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Friday, February 5, 2010
Love Quote
Love is the true means by which the world is enjoyed: our love to others, and others' love to us.
~ Thomas Traherne
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Thursday, February 4, 2010
What did my shoes say today?
Change me!!!! Before it starts snowing. Running back home from modelling to put on my boots, and off to enjoy an evening of tango. Silent passion, empowering steps every song a reminder we love, we feel, we hurt, we SURVIVE & LOVE AGAIN someday...
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fully committed
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Love Quote
Love makes of the wisest man a fool, and of the most foolish woman, a sage.
~ Moritz G. Saphir
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Monday, February 1, 2010
Love Quote
A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.
~ Mignon McLaughlin
I grew up under the most beautiful example of this! To this day my parents continue to keep there love alive in new ways.
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