GODDESS OF TRANSFORMATION: November 2010

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Monday, November 15, 2010

Friday, November 12, 2010

Love Quote

Love is the true means by which the world is enjoyed: our love to others, and others' love to us.
~ Thomas Traherne

Life is beautiful go outside see the sunlight!
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Wednesday, November 10, 2010

I turned the corner on 13th st. and ran into a prayer group outside a catholic church... I stopped and joined in just feeling like a child talking to the virgin Mary, I grew up very catholic, so it felt peaceful to stop in the middle of NY and almost feel like in the middle of Colombia strange yet special... after a long day some inner spirit space travelling....

Love Quote

One of the oldest human needs is having someone to wonder where you are when you don't come home at night.
~ Margaret Mead

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Past - Present - Future They are connected but not the same!

I woke up this morning to a very upsetting message from one of my performance partners.... he found a lesbian porn I participated in many many years ago... and proceeded to send me an unhappy face :( I must say I have been in NYC for 13 years in those years I have mostly been finding myself. Yes I am a person with a strong sexual vibration. I have explored the world of S&M I have explored bisexuality... I continue to like women, yet I desire a relationship with a man! Is he out there? One that can handle to date a woman who is open minded yet conservative? You men say you want a wife and whore at the same time... but when you meet that person you are afraid.... more to continue I have a lot to say today. Love and Lust are 2 different issues! I don't confuse them... when you say you "want me" what exactly do you want? Is this want based on respect for the human being you are attracted to or is it just the animal nature in the male side of Human beings that has to pee on everything it wants to show ownership of some sort? Using words to confuse the brain when your actions continue to prove to me it's NOT LOVE IT"S DESIRE!

A man friend once said to me "you are the type of woman that men can not date..." WHAT DOES THAT MEAN!!!!!! Yet this individual proceeds to pursue a romantic relationship with me, that has only lead to DRAMA bc guess what, he was right!!! I am the type of woman that HE CAN NOT DATE! Searching for things in my past THAT HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH WHO I AM NOW AT 33 OR THE WAY I LIVE MY LIFE NOW. When people search for excusses they will find them! I'm proud of who I am TODAY! I am proud of my past however difficult and explorative it has been, I am PROUD of my experiences good and bad! BC they make me who I am today! I am especially Proud of what I am doing in the present to continue learning and growing for the future. If your not with me, MOVE THE F@$^#@!% OUT OF MY WAY.

LIVE LOVE LAUGH! Now that I have written a rant, I will go back to my Mantra, time for some self LOVE!

Monday, November 8, 2010

Love Quote

In real love, you want the other person's good. In romantic love, you want the other person.
~ Margaret C. Anderson

Love vs Desire any comments....

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Love Quote

Love is shown in your deeds, not in your words.
~ Fr. Jerome Cummings

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Saturday, November 6, 2010

Love Quote

If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with.
~ Author unknown

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