Saturday, June 26, 2010

Free art society

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Blessed to be alive

At 33 I have spent my night counting my blessings,  I find myself in the best creative path,  I felt an strange calm last light when I looked into my life.  Reflextion.  I have come a long long way!!!  I maybe at the lowest $$$ wise, but I am at my most productive &artistic DANCING, ACTING PAINTING!!!  Discover of self, awareness of my sexuality and how I feel about my presence.  33  a great year!!!  This month I have performed in Colombia where I reconnected with my family.  I chose to be far away and now I understand they love me for who I am!  And I love me for who I am!  LIfe has given me the gift of transformation.  I experience I grow I evolve!  I am Blessed by my friends in NYC and my Beautiful family!

This week alone was full of sail boat rides to celebrate the birthday of another friend whom I consider a sister!!!!  Blessings to you my sweet tough Deb,  and think you for helping me find my voice in life,  through out the years!   Then modelling for amazing painters and artist to performing with the free art society!!!!  What a magical thursday!!!!!   THe Goddess LIVE LOVE LAUGH new art work!  To my second home at The Olive Tree Cafe and Comedy Cellar where I was surrounded by creative people all night yesterday with a surprise appearance by Damon Wayne!!!  I got to laugh so hard I had tears in my eyes!  The best birthday!!!  This morning I woke up and gave thanks to the world for all these blessings!  Had a work out in the park, now to watch the game  and tonight some Kareoke at 9:30pm 28 west 32 st 3floor!!!  come join me!!!!  

And tomorrow we celebrate PRIDE!!!!


Friday, June 25, 2010

Birthday

So many wonderful gifts tonight from the universe....   the magic of art and creativity are all encompassing on my 33 years commencement I AM BLESSED

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Love Quote

Within you I lose myself; without you I find myself wanting to be lost again.
~ Author unknown

The birthday blues.....  nostalgic moments.....   but above all a bright future ahead

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Friday, June 11, 2010

Why Are You Single? Perhaps It’s The Choice Effect

Why Are You Single? Perhaps It’s The Choice Effect
As all my friends know by now I ended my engagement recently and had a very hard time coping with this choice. But I was not comparing or wanting something different I still love that person inmensly unfortunately I was not emotionally supported by this person as an artist and human. I felt that we did not communicate and that we needed to learn more before we moved into marriage. I was devasted by the fact that he did nothing to keep me.... I wanted to care for him and have children... this was not in our path at the time.
This article makes me understand certain actions that we have as humans in a world full of choices. I chose to further myself as an artist. I chose to grow as a human, to be grateful for all the good things I have acomplished and I CHOOSE TO BE WITH SOMEONE WHO IS POSSITIVE!!!! who supports me! and all that I am! Until then I choose to be SINGLE! because I am a special snowflake, and I give my EVERYTHING!!! To myself and the ones I LOVE!

I have been in Colombia for the past 2 weeks and I am in love again!!! I love my family, I want to be closer to them, I ask the Universe to allow me this fortune! I pray I can be here soon! There is a world of possibilties here for me as an artist, as a family member as a woman.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Goddess @ Curious

Bogota, Colombia

Estoy Feliz!!!!  I have not been to Colombia in 4 years and I had forgotten my roots a bit.  I come from a line of strong independent woman!   Treated with respect and they give respect back.  Self love is so important only after you love your self,  you can be truely loved by others.  Men who are GENTLEMAN,  will treat you RIGHT!  Love your self and NEVER settle for less.  Envy direspect and hatred are emotions we have to not feed into.  LIVE LOVE LAUGH...  Tonight I am performing at Casa Matura a place dedicated to the Woman in all her stages of life.

Monday, May 31, 2010

Moments that define our life.   Today I will be traveling to Bogota, then Medellin and back to my heart belongs to Brooklyn.

Memorial day weekend.  One year ago 2009 I made the choice to move in with JG toooooooo soooooooon.....  I celebrate this weekend independently alone and very satisfied with my current disposition and state of being.

TANGO TANGO TANGO TANGO TANGO TANGO TANGO TANGO TANGO TANGO

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Friday, May 28, 2010

Monday, May 24, 2010

Friday, May 21, 2010

Seen in NYC

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Love Quote

The only genuine love worthy of a name is unconditional.
~ John Powell

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Saturday, May 15, 2010

Marriage Brainwash - little girl vs Woman

once a long time ago I loved this song and wished I had a ring on it... Now I see the brain washing starts early. They are tooo young to interpret this song. MOM's pay attention!!! Single Ladies - check out this link to a video of a young very young dance competition. 

Love Quote

Love does not die easily.  It is a living thing.  It thrives in the face of all life's hazards, save one -- neglect.
~ James Bryden

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Thursday, May 13, 2010

CINEMAROSA 6th Anniversary Celebration - Your Participation





Queens' first and only independent film/video series celebrates its Sixth Anniversary with the screening presentation of a selection of films directed by local filmmakers. Among the feature presentations are Astoria, Queens, directed by Kyle Thomas Coker; Countertransference, directed by Madeleine Olnek; Doorman, directed by Etienne Kallos, and the premiere screening of Tell Tale, directed by gay Tibetan filmmaker living in New York, Tenzin Tsetan Choklay. The event also includes the performances of The Ruffian Arms, a gender-bender rock band based in Williamsburg, and Mano A Mano Tango Company, in one of its premiere presentations in NYC.

Celebrating six years of serving the LGBT community with free monthly screenings and events in one of the most diverse boroughs in the city, CINEMAROSA extends an invitation to all NYC Queer audiences for this unique and eclectic event taking place on Sunday, May 16, 2010, 3 – 7 pm at the Queens Museum of Art.

Film Descriptions:
Astoria, Queens -Dir. Kyle Thomas Coker, USA, 2009, 21 min.
Inspired by The Wizard of Oz, four Kansas City twentysomething misfits navigate their new lives in the scary, but exciting Emerald City of New York.

Countertransference -Dir. Madeleine Olnek, USA, 2008, 16 min.
An awkward woman with assertiveness problems seeks the help of a therapist in this LGBT comedy about therapy and its discontents.

Doorman -Dir. Etienne Kallos, USA, 2006, 18 min.
A deeply closeted Latino doorman of a NYC apartment building unravels emotionally when seduced by a privileged college kid living in the building.

Tell Tale -Dir. Tenzin Tsetan Choklay, South Korea / USA, 2008, 15 min.
Two movie tickets, three friends, and many possibilities for new romance and surprising revelations over coffee and cinematic fantasies.

Performances:
The Ruffian Arms -In the basement at the Sweatshop in Williamsburg, five artists gave birth to the Ruffian Arms, a force to be reckoned with.  They combine hard rock melodies with humorous and clever lyrics and package it with an image fully equipped with gender bending costumes that feature high-heeled boots, cheerleader outfits and tiaras.  They have been described as “messy joy” by The Imagist, and their music as a “potentially lethal stew of free-flowing improv, performance art references loosely choreographed dance steps and unleashing a sonic barrage that overflowed with plenty of punk noise and bravado.”    New York Magazine has said that they are a “glam (sextet) led by an Amazonian redhead……participating in band wide cheers and pom-pom fights while their trashy, punky, rockabillyesque sound kept the room bouncing along.”

Mano A Mano Tango Company - A modern dance company influenced by TRADITIONAL TANGO. A fusion of styles and inspiration. They tell their story through their feet and their hearts. Mano A Mano Tango Company was formed in March 2010, when Walter Perez & Liliana Velasquez were introduced to perform at the infamous BLACK PARTY. Their passion for Tango and personal expression created instant magic.
        
Guest filmmakers Kyle Thomas, Madeleine Olnek, and Tenzin Tsetan Choklay will be in attendance to share their experiences with the audience. Screenings are followed by the performances and the anniversary party featuring the traditional rosa cake, pink champagne, and the Latin-rumba-ga-ga sounds of the music of DJ Sonido Marte spinning at the Unisphere Gallery of the museum.

RSVP reccomended: info@cinemarosa.org

The reception is partly sponsored by the Queens Lesbian and Gay Pride Committee.

Directions to QMA: #7 Train from 42 Street or E, F, V, R Trains to 74th Street & Roosevelt Avenue, change for #7 Train (Main Street-Flushing Bound). Exit at Willest Point/Citifields Stadium, walk in the direction of the park. Museum is located in front of the metal globe, the Unisphere.


CINEMAROSA IS MADE POSSIBLE, IN PART, BY PUBLIC FUNDS FROM THE NEW YORK CITY DEPARTMENT OF CULTURAL AFFAIRS, WITH FUNDS FROM THE DECENTRALIZATION PROGRAM, A REGRANT PROGRAM OF THE NEW YORK STATE COUNCIL ON THE ARTS, ADMINISTERED BY THE QUEENS COUNCIL ON THE ARTS, AND INDIVIDUAL DONORS.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

manoAmano


Mano a mano
Tango 1923
Música: Carlos Gardel José Razzano
Letra: Celedonio Flores
Rechiflado en mi tristeza, te evoco y veo que has sido
en mi pobre vida paria sólo una buena mujer.
Tu presencia de bacana puso calor en mi nido,
fuiste buena, consecuente, y yo sé que me has querido
como no quisiste a nadie, como no podrás querer.

Se dio el juego de remanye cuando vos, pobre percanta,
gambeteabas la pobreza en la casa de pensión.
Hoy sos toda una bacana, la vida te ríe y canta,
Ios morlacos del otario los jugás a la marchanta
como juega el gato maula con el mísero ratón.

Hoy tenés el mate lleno de infelices ilusiones,
te engrupieron los otarios, las amigas y el gavión;
la milonga, entre magnates, con sus locas tentaciones,
donde triunfan y claudican milongueras pretensiones,
se te ha entrado muy adentro en tu pobre corazón.

Nada debo agradecerte, mano a mano hemos quedado;
no me importa lo que has hecho, lo que hacés ni lo que harás...
Los favores recibidos creo habértelos pagado
y, si alguna deuda chica sin querer se me ha olvidado,
en la cuenta del otario que tenés se la cargás.

Mientras tanto, que tus triunfos, pobres triunfos pasajeros,
sean una larga fila de riquezas y placer;
que el bacán que te acamala tenga pesos duraderos,
que te abrás de las paradas con cafishos milongueros
y que digan los muchachos: Es una buena mujer.
Y mañana, cuando seas descolado mueble viejo
y no tengas esperanzas en tu pobre corazón,
si precisás una ayuda, si te hace falta un consejo,
acordate de este amigo que ha de jugarse el pellejo
pa'ayudarte en lo que pueda cuando llegue la ocasión.

My favorite Street Art so far!

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Saturday, May 8, 2010

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Love Quote

Tell me whom you love and I will tell you who you are.
~ Houssaye

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Friday, May 7, 2010

Summer time, waxing time

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Love Quote

My heart to you is given: Oh, do give yours to me; we'll lock them up together, and throw away the key.
~ Frederick Saunders

This quote gives me a feeling of kindergarten love experience

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Love Quote

The quarrels of lovers are like summer storms; everything is more beautiful when they have passed.
~ Suzanne Necker
So true

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Thursday, May 6, 2010

Tamgo - Milonga Show TMRW

Milonga Show @ lafayette grill 54 franklyn st bet: bway and lafayette.  8PM!!!!  

Monday, May 3, 2010

Good! Day

Today workouts dancing wardrobe,good food with great creative friends then more dancing.  Work play work.  Life feels great

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Fashion Victor de Souza

Getting fitted for Cielo

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Saturday, May 1, 2010

Love Quote

The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.
~ Helen Keller.
I did not realize until this year how much I live through my feelings how many choices I make based on feelings how much I love love live life feelings believe in them

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Love Quote

Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.
~ Nikki Giovanni

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Thursday, April 29, 2010

Love Quote

If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk in my garden forever.
~ Alfred Lord Tennyson

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April Showers

April 29th!!!  Today the sun is out!  My hormones are at full force,  I find everything beautiful, sad, alive, lost at once,  The tulips are blooming.  I saw some that looked like little hairy tulips...  I was shocked to find that I hasd never seen a tuplip like that.  The NYAA is almost done with the semester and the students are roaming the halls with constant energy...  a wonderful desire to finish,  to celebrate achievement.  The choices I have been given are clear to me,  yet I am taking a moment to breath to find a way to fit everything into the day.  HEALTH/MIND/BODY/SPIRIT A work ethic.  Don't miss a job,  don't miss a day,  It's commitment to the day.  I wake up and that's the hardest moment.  I was never like this so now I must not give into this.  Keep moving girl!  Get Up!  Smile Thank the Universe for another day to make a difference!  Today I took a long walk under the sunshine during my break.  I love the SUN.  YOu are my sunshine my only sunshine,  you make me happy when skies are grey, you never know dear how muvh I love you,  Please don't take my sunshine away.  I love you MOMMY! 

Don't forget Mothers day!

Challenges of the life

I am in a struggle with motivation.  Life has so many things to offer and yet I find myself longing for JG...  when will this pass,  how can I find internal peace with being alone?  The past week was so difficult,  the telephone scene in my acting class,  the tension I am carrying in my body.  After that scene all I wanted to do was call you run into your arms and feel safe.  I knew this feeling would not be real, bc in the end I would feel lonelier then when I started.  There are many things that are no longer real.. The sense of future....  ever shifting...  the critique that one must have a thick skin to receive on a daily basis as an artist. My performances are developing and the more I work the farther I am getting to any other human being I love.  The word Love feels foreign The word Lost has taken it's place.  The tango is my silent expression of this pain.  It has helped me to not throw myself into another distructive fake relationship,  not that my last one was that bc I feel we had the best connection on all possibilities, if only we did not let our egos get in the way.  I am afraid of being that lady who stays alone with 7 cats....   Silly fears but I see no one that can stop me in my tracks.  I close my eyes and I no longer smell or feel you near.  I feel ALONE,  I have begun to feel strong again.  I am begining to feel complete it's a slow process. Understanding that I profess love I provide love and I protect those I love.  This is what I offer this is what I give.  This is what I deserve in return.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Saturday night in NYC dancing tango






We had a lovely time dancing at a wedding then walked through the light rain to meet our friend Christoph Wilhelm (who shot these beautiful images).  After a few glasses of white wine we all went Square dancing!  I love NYC 2010.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

MANO A MANO

I have started on  voyage of dance!  Mano A Mano performance artists is the union of all my experiences.  please check out the following blog.  http://www.manoamanoperformanceartists.blogspot.com

Love Quote

Take spring when it comes and rejoice.  Take happiness when it comes and rejoice.  Take love when it comes and rejoice.
~ Carl Ewald

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Truth

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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Future...

Mi Abuelita Leonor @ age 88 living on her own and still full of Life, Vanity and Faith.  My future!

Miami Bound!

Miami, visiting the family.  My sister will be turning 30 and there will be a large party for her and her husband who is also turning 30.  I haven't seen my parents since they came to NYC.  A lot has changed since then.  I hope to revive my spirit in the ocean!  Come back full force to tackle work!  JG you are in all the family pics!!!  Life is funny...  Talking to my mother,  listening to stories of youth.  I'm feeling better.  Everyone has babies and puppies.  The sun is shining today and we are going jet sking.  I saw a woman rocking out at a club last night in high heels, a purple tight dress and a real need for a walker.  She was enjoying life to the max!  Life is beautiful.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Love Quote

Love is letting go of fear.
~ Gerald Jampolsky
A lesson I learned by facing my fears, wish it would have saved my love....  letting go of fear is different than facing it.  So where do my actions lie.  Where do new fears come from.  Life is full of emotions that shift, transfer and effect your choices.  The future is full of possibilities and I love myself.  So to hell with fear.  Lets Live Love Laugh
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

manoAmano

Our first shoot early morning on Sunday,  Park Ave...

Photos: www.solaramendi.com

Monday, April 12, 2010

Sacrifice & Commitment...

I am going through a discovery of self a voyage... alone and surrounded by good company, creative company, feeling responsible for myself my actions and reactions.  I'll be 33 in June excited... The age of J C.  And I have fallen into action.  Spirituality and sexuality.  A duality that as a catholic  raised child I have fought against and still always been very aware of.  I discovered a balance in my performance art, through a passion for the tango and theater a combination of my rebellious adventurous ways, my sexuality, and a passion for feeling alive.  The moment comes when one faces there fears. I looked in the mirror and saw a person I was not proud of....  It took me 5 months after my first action to see my own faults...  and stop blaming others...  To enjoy my mind and body in a stronger way.  To believe in myself!  As all that I am with my past my present and my future! Accessing the Goddess within.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Love Quote

Love is never lost.  If not reciprocated, it will flow back, and soften and purify the heart.
~ Washington Irving

Refreshing little quote.  After a morning shooting with the Walters.  SOL & Luz.  Central Park,                                                  

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Friday, April 9, 2010

Love Quote

The anger of lovers renews the strength of love.
~ Publilius Syrus

HA IT RENEWS ONES PSHYCHOTIC TENDENCIES!   Anger not my friend!  The anger makes one forget reason and the ego grows. In moments of anger from disappointment in love or life.  Read the four promises.   Pocket size book of positive actions to move forward

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MANO A MANO Tango Dance Company

I'm excited to announce our new  Dance Company, MANO A MANO.  Founders Walter Perez and Liliana Velasquez,  coming together to perform at the NYC Infamous Black Party, performing next week at The Tribeca BAll,  & in May at Cielo fundraiser for the LAtino Commission on AIDS.  Our company will be traveling to Colombia to teach workshops in June coming back to NYC in full force to perform and teach!  Privates with one instructor or two, and group classes available.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Exhausted!!!

I need a foot massage an epson salt bath ohhhhhhh  and a good rub down!  Yeah I said it rub down.  Mano a Mano is getting stronger.  Be prepared May - June.

Power artist

Every single move I make is a worthy move.  There are no limits to what I let myself do.  Get the knowledge and move myself from there.  The words of Margret influencing my life.  Great sunny day full of work and rehearsals.

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Wednesday, April 7, 2010

PENDEJA NO MORE

I'm am not waiting.  I am not waiting for you. I left you! I am here. I am alive and full of life force.  I let you go.  Moving forward!

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Love Quote

Love creates an 'us' without destroying a 'me'.
~ Leo Buscaglia
this is something to keep in mind for the next love....  I find
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Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Dreams

Waking up is hard to do....  My last image in dream land was one of JG kissing another woman.  I woke up and had to do a meditation and chose to remind myself That I have the choice to be happy or unhappy today.  So moving forward with the idea of being a better person.  Mercy forgiveness comforting, GODDESS of Transformation.  Pray for peace.  Pray for my kitty I must find a vet today then off to rehearsal and class.  I love being surrounded by creativity and healing.  The Tribeca Ball is April 13th and Mano a Mano will be performing El Jaleo, inspired by the painting El Jaleo by John Singer Sargent.  The second week in May we will be performing at Cipriani's for the Latin Commission on Aids.    Then June off to Colombia to dance.

When I think of the sadness I now realize their must be a larger picture, do not fall into despair, believe in the Universe.  The Universe supports me!

Don't name your future by your present circumstance....  Believe in the larger picture!

I'm off to have a productive happy challenging day. My greatest days are ahead of me!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Fwd: In caracter!!

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Date: Apr 5, 2010 12:23 AM
Subject: In caracter!!
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Love Quote

The irony of love is that it guarantees some degree of anger, fear and criticism.
~ Harold H. Bloomfield

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My Best Friend

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Happy Easter

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Friday, April 2, 2010

Love Quote

Without love our life is a ship without a rudder, like a body without a soul.
~ Sholem Aleichem

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